FORTY DAYS WAR


"FORTY DAYS WAR 戦うよ
ただ素直に生きるために。。。"
- adaptation of TM Network's "SEVEN DAYS WAR"

The day that I've been dreading is finally here and I'm not one bit excited at all. I still remember the days where I had to go overseas - Japan, Boston, and I don't feel this negativity building inside me. But why is Australia so repulsive? Well, the continent is definitely wonderful for holidays but I'm not going there for fun or games... I'm there to hug some tree in the forest.

Maybe it won't be as bad as I thought... Maybe it would be fun... Maybe maybe...

I will only be coming back to civilization forty days from today. In fact, I'll be flying off at 2:30pm this afternoon and who knows what time I'll reach Australia. Few days back, I didn't have a single bit of emotions about going overseas for an exercise but hours before flying off, I can't really bring myself to sleep even though my eyelids are getting heavy. Nervous~

But at least when I get there, I'll be seeing familiar faces. My platoon will be there and they are probably feeling the same confusion as I am - or not... My best friend will be there... Things will be familiar again but on the other hand, not as familiar...

Staying in the open ain't exciting. I never liked camps in school. Never liked outfield life. I'm a city person, not a "Man vs Wild" adventurer. I prefer concrete and buildings over trees and dirt.

Oh well~ Whining isn't going to change anything...


FORTY DAYS WAR, I'll fight
So I can just be myself
again...


See y'all in forty days!!

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Evanescence - Evanescence (Deluxe Version)

Evanescence is finally back after their long hiatus of a whooping 5 years since their second album "The Open Door" which I still remember getting from Toa Payoh's Popular bookstore just above the bus interchange when I was still in secondary school. Now, that's an extremely long time ago, no?

Their third, self-titled album, was released days ago on October 11, 2011 in most countries and of course, I just had to get it because I had been a fan even before I started listening to ayumi hamasaki or any other J-pop artistes for that matter. Yes~ It was that long ago! I had to call HMV constantly to check if the stock's in and I was pleased that they brought it in right on the release date!

Evanescence (Deluxe Version) is probably one of the unique packagings that I've encountered so far because it's so difficult to photograph! The lighting is hard to get right but with a stroke of luck and probably some experience shooting CDs, I got it anyway~

Let's start looking at the aesthetics of this long awaited rock album!!


Well, this is what I was trying to say when the lighting was extremely challenging to get correct. When I entered the store, the album did not catch my eye until I went up straight to the New Releases section to search for it. When you look at the album straight up, you see the really faint title surrounded by the smoky effects that seem to be disappearing into the darkness.


To make things even more challenging, the back of the album also faces the same problem - disappearing fonts. It seems like the unimportant bar code and other miscellaneous footnotes are grabbing the attention off this album. Looking at the album face front make the album slightly difficult to read visually but...


What I really like about this concept is that with their clever selection of colors and effects, this digipak album performs magic. By just tilting the album slightly to the side, you get a clear view of the wisps and smoke effects without the title being engulfed into the dark. Clever, no? This is the concept of their album art - the notion of what "Evanescence" really means - the act of disappearing and vaporizing.

Also note that unlike their previous albums, this latest creation did not feature lead vocalist, Amy Lee, on the cover. Amy explained that this album is more about the band than about herself gracing the cover and I think that's a really good explanation but I bet there are people like myself who would like to see her on the cover nevertheless.


The back magically glows purple when you tilt it to the side, revealing the titles of the album. This album is printed on just regular cardboard but the effects the artist used and the color choices really worked to the album's advantage of really depicting the meaning of the band, as well as the mysterious properties of this album. BIG LOVE to clever designs!!


A small detail on the cover are these little fonts at the foot of the packaging - the word "Evanescence" written in some futuristic font. This album symbolizes the entry into a new era for the band, bringing their past experiences and expertise along with them and this mixture of the classic "Evanescence" font as well as the appearance of this futuristic font seem to symbolize that.


Well in case you want to have a look at the spine, here it is!! The Deluxe Version is apparently the only version that's for sale in Singapore because I couldn't find anything else at HMV. But with the deluxe version, who would settle for the regular ones right? Just so you know, the deluxe version comes with a making of DVD that includes the music video of their lead single of this album, "What You Want" as well as 4 bonus tracks for just under $23! Definitely worth it~


So, when you open the digipak, you are greeted with the lyric booklet with a clearer version of the title as well as the credits. The lyric booklet is slotted into the right slot at its back page to hold the booklet in place. For a moment, I thought the lyric booklet is stuck onto the album until I went to explore it a little.


The credits. If you looked carefully, you can see that Amy actually plays the harp now! Ain't that cool~?


The font on the lyric booklet without the mysterious, disappearing effects on the cover. Really loving the effects and color choices!!


The other side of the digipak, hidden by the lyric booklet, spots the band in this fierce photo, taken at a desert (see the making of DVD!!). The back of the lyric booklet features photos of the band relaxing and chilling when they are not making music.


And of course, I have to do the band and photographer justice by taking a larger photo of the fierce photo guarding the DVD. Amy looks a bit like a ghost in this photo though - because of her extremely white face. If only they tone down the make up a little bit...


This is how the insides look like when you remove the lyric booklet.Gorgeous gorgeous~~


If you're wondering where the CD and DVD are kept, then I think you've been downloading too many songs already - start buyin' your music! The CD is kept in the sleeve as seen in the photo above. Like I always whine, bitch and complain about, I seriously dislike this packaging style because it provides absolutely no protection to the disc and makes it scratch prone. But again, who listens to CDs straight from the CD players nowadays? I put the songs into my iPod and enjoy it there but that doesn't mean I appreciate scratched discs~


The CD and the DVD laid out side by side. Just so you know, the album that they are selling in Singapore are imported and I believe that the albums that you are getting in your own country would probably be imported as well and therefore, to curb the issue of region lock DVD players, the DVD is REGION FREE! YEAH!!! If only they do that for all my Japanese DVDs... The design of the discs is simple but I would prefer it to be made like the front cover - the special effecty feel...


And now, let's look at the inside of the lyric booklet. The very first page features the lyrics of the lead single "What You Want", which I think is a fantastic song that sounds so different but yet, still has the essence of Evanescence. Energetic but edgy and still fierce nevertheless. My only complaint is that the words are little hard to read because it's so tiny but we have the internet so that can be solved easily. On the other side of the booklet, you see Amy staring into your soul - what a welcoming sight~


The lyric booklet, other than just wonderful, poetic lyrics, features some of the band's photos which I'm more interested in. If you didn't know, I actually like high, long ponytails like the one Amy's wearing on her head in this photo. It somehow helps to elongate your face and make your neck look longer and that is also a good thing to have on photos. :)


Another photo of the band - love the lighting and the back drop!


Musically wise, I haven't really listened to the album yet because the speakers on my laptop are a little wonky but I did watch the Making of DVD and heard the lead single on the radio and on YouTube. But I don't really care because this album looks fantastic and since it's Evanescence, I believe they will truly blow me away with their new creation because they spent well over 5 years to make this album come together. I have high hopes for this album. :)


Well, before I end, I just had to take this photograph...


I think I grew up with Evanescence as much as Evanescence had grew since the 2003 with their highly acclaimed debut album - Fallen. Evanescence had always been the band I turn to if I want something angry/edgy or something that sometimes speak my mind poetic. Their music, though rock and metal, somehow is therapeutic to me and that's why I still listen to them now and then when I'm feeling down or just want something that expresses my emotions.

With a whole new album, I have another outlet to turn to in the future and I'm really excited to see what other singles the band will bring out from this album. I will definitely have a chance to listen to the album fully when I fly over to Australia for my exercise so I'm really excited to know what their third album will bring me.

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NEW PHOTOS @ nega+ive

NEW PHOTOS @ nega+ive featuring Laura & Rena!

I've taken too many photos at Laura's birthday party held at the wonderful hotel, Studio M and because of that, I guess I don't really have much time to post photos of her party and cover it in words this weekend so I shall cheat a little and post you a direct link to my photo blog instead to feast your eyes on some of my favorite beauty shots of my cousins.

Just in case you want some other photos that compromises of my specialty (YES! Unglam shots!!), you can visit my Facebook album at the links below~


Well, enjoy!!

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1ST (Saturday) October

How do I even begin this post? So yesterday before midnight, I booked out from Land of Depression and that managed to curb my darker side within in for at least a few more days before it starts to show symptoms again. If you have no idea what I'm talking about, it's okay because neither do I.

But before I could even decide what I want to do this lonely Saturday, my bunk mates had well planned a quarter of my day away - and yeap~ I was dragged to go prawning with them, making it my second time prawning at place near Marymount/Bishan/Ang Mo Kio.


Instead of blogging chronologically, I shall rearrange the shots this time round and introduce my "models" from 12am - around 6:30am. Did't really get many fantastic shots because lighting was horrid but let's see what we have... Okay~ First up is Jia Wei and this is one of the first shots I took that night. Technically, it was this morning.


And this is Pei Da. If it wasn't for him, I probably wouldn't be persuaded to go because he promised to fetch and send us home! Really nice of him~ Actually, I think I had more fun sitting in his car than prawning because we were pretty crazy by the time we're done prawning. Pei Da drives with such fury that I think I went a little dizzy. Plus, we were brought around Singapore early in the morning because he took the wrong exit and so, instead of heading to Yishun, we went to Commonwealth instead!


I think this is my best shot of Joel for the morning because he's so camera "shy". A little unglam but oh well~ :P


Jun Sheng should be so honored because I think this is my best "catch" of the morning - his face under Jia Wei's arm! Looks almost like a cat peeping out from a hole or something!! I think throughout the night, Jun Sheng was the one who catch the most respectable number of prawns other than Joel.


Beginner's luck? This is one of the first prawns that we caught using the rod. Yes~ Jia Wei and Joel caught some prawns using their bare hands because the prawns were swimming extremely close to the surface. Poor prawns...


Close up of the catch. Lady Luck wasn't on our side this morning and because of that, we only caught like 10 prawns in total, with me contributing to NONE of the 10, unfortunately. I definitely did better on my first trip there - probably because Poo Kwee was more experienced and therefore, my chances were better with his assistance.


Before we went our separate ways after we book out (before we meet up to prawn), we had McDonald's at Yew Tee because Joel had a craving for fast food. From 5pm all the way till 12am, most of us had nothing to eat since we already had dinner and we were starving by the time it was midnight! Luckily, with Pei Da around, no one goes hungry because he's sure to order something. And yes, satays again. This is the third time I'm putting photos of satays on my blog~!!


And the second time chicken wings are appearing as well~ The satay and chicken wings were awesome because I was starving like crazy and couldn't care less if they tasted nasty or not~ :P


After staring at the dark waters for over 3 hours and napping a little in between, we finally settled for the 10 miserable prawns that we caught and went over to cook them. Like my first time there, I flinched every time I see the skewers going through the live prawns because it looks extremely painful. Well here's a photo of Jun Sheng posing with a prawn on stick. The prawn stole the limelight though. :)


While they were cooking the prawns, I was standing at one side partly because I didn't want to get in the way and have them terrorize me with the live creatures and partly because I find it excruciating to watch the prawns on flames because some of them were still alive. Here lies the irony... I love to eat prawns but I don't like to watch them suffer. I can survive on veggies but I still love my meat. How how how? Dilemma dilemma~

I did have a single prawn this morning. Was a little reluctant to eat because the scenes of them hanging onto their last breaths haunt me a little and also because I caught none of the prawns (hee hee) but I did anyway. It was really fresh and sweet and salty because Joel sprinkled like 3 packs of salt all over the prawns. However, I guess it would be more enjoyable if I didn't have to be the one killing the prawns. :S

That basically covers what I did in the morning. After prawning, Pei Da sent us home. I showered and slept till 1pm and at around 2, I rushed out to Great World City to catch...


ayumi hamasaki Rock 'n' Roll Circus Tour FINAL ~7 Days Special~ A 3D II!! Wow~ Ain't that a long title~ Initially, I didn't want to spend the money to watch this concert because I already have the DVD and I gathered that the concert is probably just going to be the DVD shown in 3D. But parts of me told me that I might regret if I don't watch it because who knows, ayu might not release 3D concerts in cinemas anymore in the future or that Singapore might not show it. So, I gave into temptation and bought the ticket online weeks ago.

And yes... I went to watch alone because none of my friends are ayu-freaks like myself. Sad sad~ Anyway, the concert was FANTASTIC! I thought that it would be just the DVD shown in 3D, as mentioned above, but the shots are different! The concert is brought to a next level in 3D because it incorporates what's already live on stage with special effects to bring out the mood even more! It's really hard to describe but it was amazing~ The sound was also fabulous!!

Concerning that this concert is to be shown in cinemas, it was unfortunately cut down a lot to fit the one and a half hour time frame. Not all the songs were performed, the interludes were cut away and the emcee was excluded just to make the concert comfortable to watch. Kinda felt a little cheated because some of the songs that were omitted were really good but even with the cuts, the concert felt concrete and still brought across the theme and feel of the actual concert/DVD version.

Verdict: I did not regret spending that money on the 3D version of something that I already own because the experience was so different and extremely entertaining both in terms of aesthetics and the sound. Now, for the REAL concert~~ :)


Just had to take this photo when I got home - my ticket stub with the DVD version of the concert~ It's a pity the stub is too small and they had to resort to printing the words over existing words, resulting in the mess you see in the title. I wonder if ayu will consider releasing the 3D concerts on Blu-rays/3D televisions one day... But I hope if she does that, the concerts will not be shorten to movie standards.


Well~ That's all the photos I have for today. Dreading tomorrow as I have to start packing again for my overseas exercise. Can't wait to get it over and done with because after the exercise, I can start counting down to freedom... :)


*P.S. Pardon my bad English in this post because I'm feeling really sleepy and distracted from blogging but stubborn me still wants to get it done. :)

君がいない時に、私は何もない。。。

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