spinning mist

spinning mist


You sit there – watching, talking
but not as wanting, protective
of what you say you love forever
but it’s now or never

As I fall into the manhole
waiting for him to let me go
But as he grabs on
you don’t even say no

I’m not as strong as I thought to be

It’s coming to get me
Please hold onto me
You said you love me
Don’t let the wrong one get me

The monster’s there – hiding, waiting
ever so cunning and deceiving
With that pitiful looking self
it’s looking to touch me

As that gravity pulls in
I scream at my own sins
Will you come and hold on
and help me defeat him?

You make me stronger than I thought I would be

It’s coming to get me
Will you hold onto me?
You said you love me
Don’t let the wrong one get me

Please please please
Don’t let the wrong one get me


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Inspired by some of the personal things that I'm going through in my life right now. My first original piece since the last two, dated April 6 (LITTLE MONSTER / You Never). Honestly, I feel that this could actually be made into a song... A rock ballad, perhaps?

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Namie Amuro - LIVE STYLE 2011

After waiting for more than 14 business days which YesAsia promises to deliver your products by, my order for Queen of Hip Hop Namie Amuro's LIVE STYLE 2011 and another DVD (Stay tuned! Hint: It has something to do with the Queen of J-POP!!) finally arrived last week. YesAsia's delivery service has been getting from bad to worse. My previous order was also delayed but at least I received them eventually. Shame on them for making their customers wait obscenely.

Anyway, this is my second Namie Amuro concert DVD; the first being her Past<Future Tour 2010 (unboxed and reviewed on my tumblr blog last year). Reason why I got this one? Probably because it has some of the songs that I had never ever heard of and want to give a try while watching Miss Hip Hop dance to them and because I wanted to add up enough on YesAsia for the free shipping (true reason. :P)

Namie's concerts, at least judging from the 2 that I have, are relatively simple as compared to Koda Kumi and ayumi hamasaki. She does only a few costume changes and keep the whole concert very simple with minimal props and effects. However, that does not discount her talented singing as well as stage presence when she starts dancing and strutting her stuff. Her light designers are also damn good at the lighting.

Now, let's look at what LIVE STYLE 2011 brings us...


The DVD comes in a slipcase sleeve and here's the cover with the plastic shrink wrap still on. Initially, I didn't really get the story behind the picture because it looks as though she is smiling under water. It was upon watching the introduction cinematics of the concert did I come to realize that she is actually a really cool knight in armor with her helmet exploding. Interesting concept but didn't really deliver via the front cover due to lack of other elements suggesting that she was wearing an armor.


The shiny sticker on the shrink wrap that gives a short summary of the concert in Chinese. Basically, it says that there are 25 songs featured on this DVD and it comes with Chinese subtitles. Nothing very useful.


CDs or DVDs always look better without the shrink wrap because they often come clustered with other stickers that aren't very attractive to begin with. Furthermore, shrink wraps tend to attract a lot of dust and therefore, it makes photographing them difficult. Initially, I didn't really fancy the cover but I think this is one of those covers that will grow on you. She is definitely smiling with her eyes~~ Coolness!!


I'm a fan of Namie but unfortunately, not that big of a fan because I don't collect every single or album she's ever produced. But at least I can still recognize some of the songs in this concert. Some of the older ones or newer ones are foreign to me but when the new album (I heard it's announced already) is released, I will definitely go get that one.

Anyway, here's the track list. What I don't really enjoy about her concert DVDs is that they do not include the making ofs. I think the making ofs are fun to watch because it shows the artist in their every day life "state" and often, it shows the true sides of the singers off stage. Perhaps they wanted to keep all her concert DVDs to one disc? I don't know...


Here's the slipcase cover with the DVD case side by side. A sudden change in theme, yes? I've seen Namie mostly in her sleek outfits and seeing her in a dress is kinda fresh to me. Like I've said, I'm not her ultimate fan but hey, at least I support her original goods yes?


I'm also happy that they used a different cover on the inside so that there are more things to feast our eyes on instead of the same photo over and over again. Here we have the dancing queen sporting a pink dress, looking so feminine in her signature long hair curled up.


On the back of the plastic DVD case are some screen grabs of what you would expect in the concert. I must say, even though there aren't many special effects, Namie commands the entire arena and her presence on stage is not to be missed. The lighting is fantastic and gosh can she sing and dance at the same time! I'm really amazed at how she can keep up with her breath and still sing those really difficult songs like "Defend Love". *applause*


When you open the case, you're greeting with something simple - a poster folded neatly by the side and the black DVD. Unlike Koda Kumi and ayu, Namie's concerts do not include a lyric or photo booklet and I say that is such a pity. But that's probably because of the style of the concert as well since there aren't many costume changes and special effects worthy of making a photo book out of it.


But when I mean her concert is simple, I ain't saying it's sloppy. In fact, it's simple but packed with some really good but minimalistic details. Had to take a photo of the back of the DVD and insert because it's so gorgeous! Running on the theme of her latest compilation album featuring other artists - Checkmate!, the chess pieces are back again and this time, it's not just a prop but also a platform Namie can stand on. Really cool~ The entire stage is also a huge chess board too.


Last but not least - here's the poster that comes folded in the DVD casing. Namie Amuro in her long hair (I've never seen her in short hair before other than for a single song in this concert where she wore a wig) in an armor suit. Well, we can't really be definite that it's really her inside but this is really cool nevertheless. And yes, this is the armor introduced in the opening cinematics which resulted in the cover art we all see.


Namie Amuro is a strong performer who delivers even though her concerts are simple but very refined and sleek. Even if you do not like to watch dances, you can just pop this DVD in to listen to her sing live and I must say, it's amazing! Not many people (e.g. Korean girl bands) can do that without lip sync and I say she pulled it of splendidly.

It's a pity that some of the songs in this concert were meant to be performed with the featured artists on their original tracks (songs like "make it happen" and "WONDER WOMAN") but was performed by Namie alone. But again, getting other artists with other works to do to make a guest appearance is quite challenging but I would really want to watch them perform live together on these really good songs.

Overall, this concert is worth watching for the dances and Namie's amazing singing and stamina as well as stage presence. She's also the only artiste I know that can strut the runway while singing and dancing like a true top model! For a single mother aged 34, she maintains her energy and youth (and of course body) for the entertainment of everyone, I say that's extremely remarkable!

Can't wait for her next studio album! The singles so far are promising and I hope that every single track released thus far will make it to the album because they sound really good~

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Jessica's 21st Birthday at Pulau Ubin

HOLA~ Yet another one of those overdue blog entries simply because recently, I've been doing a lot of productive and some rather unproductive things and therefore, I didn't even have time to blog. Well, productive things basically mean editing photos, which could jolly well spend me at least an entire day for a single film, and unproductive things could mean going out... :|

Which reminds me that I have 2 more DVD concerts of Namie Amuro and ayumi hamasaki that I have yet to unwrap and photograph. Think I shall do these next week or the following week when I have more time. Next week would probably be the most hectic week for me considering that I have to go shooting (with a rifle, this time round...)


Anyway, last Sunday (May 6, 2012), Vera, Nick, Jessica, Bing Ru, Jun Xi and myself went over to one of Singapore's island, Pulau Ubin, to celebrate Jessica's belated 21st birthday. This was meant to be celebrated way in April but due to some unfortunate unforeseen circumstances, we had to postpone it. Sorry Jess~

And as always, I'll leave most of the talking to the photographs. Took lots of really good ones but had to heartlessly omit some of my favorite shots because they don't really do much to telling the story of what we did there. Sigh~ The harsh world of photography merging with writing - hence the blog name "word shutter"...

Early in the morning (or not...), I headed over to nex at Serangoon with Nick and Vera to collect Jessica's birthday cake before heading over to the Changi Point Ferry Terminal which I didn't know was located near the hotel where Alvin celebrated his 21st birthday. Goes to show that Singapore is really small, yes? Anyway, we had to take a taxi because we thought that we were late and furthermore, taking a bus over to this place would be a torture since it's relatively out of the place.


Here's Vera with the Baskin-Robbins ice cream cake packed in this aesthetically pleasing box but honestly, the design is bad because it doesn't have a tight seal and isn't as insulating as the Swensen's boxes which they use to keep their ice cream cake and therefore, the cake was melting at a steady rate despite the extra dried ice that Vera bought. You'll see what I mean later on. While waiting, went around the terminal, snapping photos but they aren't really very interesting.


V.I.P!! Here comes the princess in a carriage in the form of a taxi. Shortly (or maybe not?) after we arrived, the rest of the party people arrived and I managed to snap a photo of Jessica inside the taxi. Coolness, yes? :D


You might think that not many people would want to go to Pulau Ubin but you are absolutely wrong! There were tons of people at the terminal that day but thank goodness, they also had lots of bumboats to transport us over to the island despite each boat's capacity of 12 passengers only. In case you don't know what a bumboat looks like, this is it. Not a classy ferry but good enough for a 5 - 10 minutes ride across the sea.


The pair of best friends since they were in Secondary 1 sitting inside the bumboat side by side. If you're interested in a short getaway, you could also head to Pulau Ubin for just S$2.50 per ride (return ride not inclusive). Plus, if you want an even greater deal, you can search online for those coupons like what Jessica did for a whole day adventure pack which includes lots of activities which I shall go through in this post.


And we've finally arrived at Pulau Ubin~ Well, not really finally considering that the ride was really really short as compared to the ride I took to Batam. We were greeted with these colorful flags to symbolize that the island is celebrating some festival for some Chinese deity but that's not why we came here in the first place. Anyway, this is the second time I've been on this island even though I'm a Singaporean - the first being one of my secondary school Student Council camps which I have extremely vague memories of...


Even though it's her birthday, Jessica went all out to prepare these really yummy durian puffs made from fresh durians! They were so soft and creamy and delicious! In fact, she made a whole box of those and throughout the entire trip, we snacked on these like candies because they were so good and of course, we finished every single morsel of it~ Fantastic cook she is!


For our deal, we headed over to the Celestial Ubin Beach Resort just a stone's throw away from the jetty we alighted from. They offer services like fish spa, full day bicycle rental, kayaking, fishing, accommodation and some others. If you enjoy the beach and enjoy the water, you would probably want to go to Ubin one day to satisfy your inner surfer (not that you get to surf in Singapore's quiet waters anyway...)


After registering our deal at the really tiny registration counter, we headed further into the resort to prepare for the cake cutting ceremony for Jessica's birthday. Tip if you're going to Pulau Ubin - don't get an ice-cream cake. You'll feel sorry for it by the time you get there. We picked this extremely huge red and blue umbrella to "camp" at with the "gentle" sea breeze hitting upon our faces.


HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY JESSICA!! We immediately got down to business the moment we opened the box because ice cream cake waits for no one. At the speed the cake was disintegrating plus the strong wind blowing upon it, hasting the melting process, we had to fight against time to ensure that everyone would still be eating a solid cake as opposed to liquid cream.


Notice in the previous photo, the candle wasn't lit up? Well, the wind was so strong there was no way we could successfully light up that single candle, let alone candles for a 21 year old lady. We improvised by striking a match stick and getting Jessica to blow that out for her birthday wish instead because at least the flame stayed alive longer on that wooden stick.


This close up photo of the cake shows you how madly the cake was melting. It's almost as though the cake was sitting in a puddle of cream. Next time, we will stick to a normal sponge cake that doesn't melt as crazily as this one because this was messy!! But it's a gorgeous cookies and cream cake, yes?


Another disadvantage of an ice cream cake? You can't serve them on kitchen towels or facial tissue because you would be eating the cake plus paper. So, we took these small pink spoons and literally attacked the cake before it disappeared before our very eyes. The cake is made up of a delicious chocolate sponge that's rather frozen (which I love~) at the bottom, topped with a thick, generous layer of cookies and cream ice cream and garnished with 3 Oreo cookies and chocolate decoratives around the cake. Though messy, it was still heavenly!


Part of the deal that Jessica got for us included a full day bicycle rental and after stuffing our faces with that gorgeous cake, we picked our vehicles just a tree away from the red and blue umbrella and cycled away~ A bicycle (and the skill of cycling) is really important on this island because there are no such things as buses so you either walk or travel on bicycles. If you really cannot cycle though, you should grab someone who can and rent those double-bikes so the person in front will be doing most of the work while you enjoy the breeze at the back.


From the resort, we cycled 2.4km further into the island to their other branch to enjoy (or not) the fish spa that came with the deal as well. There was no time limit to the fish spa so if you enjoy getting your legs tickled or fed on by the fishes, you could choose to stick your legs in the pool for the whole day and no one is going to care whether the fishes are eventually going to devour you entirely. Here we have Bing Ru, Jessica, Nick, Vera and Jun Xi by the pool.

Honestly, I didn't like the fish spa because it was so ticklish! I can't handle tickles! When I put my legs into the water, the fishes immediately came over to attack them and it felt like electric eels swimming around your legs. The fishes nibbling on my feet felt like small electric shocks. After less than a minute in the water, I gave up and resumed my duty as the day's photographer.

Just a few minutes before we reached the spa, it started pouring heavily and I really meant HEAVILY. There were lightning and thunder and the rain was so strong it drenched parts of our bodies even though we were under shelter at the fish spa. My camera was wet but thank goodness it's still functioning until today. The dry box is really essential! Due to the sudden storm, we sought shelter at the fish spa and some of them entertained themselves while spa-ing and playing card games.


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When the rain finally stopped, we went back to our bicycles and started our journey to exploring the small island. Here's my bicycle and I swear that this might be the last time I'm going to rent a bicycle at Ubin without those gears which you can adjust to make cycling easier. Being a rocky island, some parts of Ubin are extremely uneven and cycling on this bicycle upslope is definitely a living nightmare. I spent a lot of the time pushing the bicycle uphill because my legs couldn't take it anymore as some of the slopes were really steep. Nevertheless, cycling was still fun because there were lots to explore and lots to see!


For instance, we cycled past this container which this really interesting painting/advertisement of the drink store beside it. If you're thirsty or want a break for your bum from all that cycling, you can park your bicycle and have a breather at the many drink stores located on the island. Most of them would sell coconut drinks to cool yourselves down but unfortunately, due to the bad weather, we didn't really had a chance to stop for a drink but at least I took this photo which I adore~


We cycled over 5km from the spot we had our fish spa over to one end of the island - Chek Jawa. Chek Jawa, from my understanding, is like a marshlands and it feature lots of wild life but again, due to the bad weather, all we could see was water. There is this really long bridge into the sea for you to strut down if you're interested but because we were on a tight schedule, I didn't have time to head down to take photos. Sigh~ Maybe my next trip, I shall go to the end of this gorgeous bridge to shoot to my heart's content.


The museum overlooking the beautiful sea at Chek Jawa. This is definitely one of my favorite shots of the day. Even though Ubin is filled with trees, jungles and forests, there are some interesting structures to feast your eyes on and this is one of them. I would highly recommend a trip down to Chek Jawa just to look around because the scenery is amazing and there are lots of things to photograph. Even if you're not a shooting kind of person, it's a romantic place to bring your lover to. *wink wink*


I've never imagined that Singapore (well, not the mainland, of course) has such a BEAUTIFUL quarry! Well obviously, this photo was enhanced but I have to be honest - the water was touched up to bring out the natural color of the greenish blue water. Yes, this is how the water looks like in real life! Isn't it pretty? I was pleasantly stunned when we cycled past this area and I had to get the whole troop to stop because I had to take a photo of this place. It's so pretty I can die!

Apparently, there are more than one quarry on Ubin and I'm not sure what this one is named (Please leave a comment at the end of the post if you do! I'll appreciate it!) so maybe the next time I go there, I shall go hunting down the rest to see if they are as gorgeous as this one. Maybe next time, I shall go back and take a landscape photo of this during sunset for better light~


Cycling over 10km in a few hours is definitely hard work and after exercising and toning our thighs, it's time to exercise our digestive juices (that sounds so unsexy all of a sudden). The deal also came with a pasta of your choice - either spaghetti bolognese or spaghetti with lobster. We headed over to the restaurant near the fish spa area after exploring the island and parked our puwets down for our well deserved rest.


Inspired by one of those Facebook "games", Bing Ru suggested that we place our mobile phones stacked on top of one another so that we do not go back to our anti-social styles of looking at the phones instead of our friends. Well, not that it matters to me anyway because I was using a phone that could only be used for texting and calling (it's not a smartphone). So, the rule of the game is that anyone who couldn't resists and has to touch his/her phone during the meal will have to treat the entire table. My phone rang a few times but knowing that they were just Twitter updates, I disappointed the rest by not touching it. I'm an expert, yes? :D


Most of us picked the Lobster Spaghetti thinking that it would be a great deal because come on, who doesn't like lobsters?! Well, it was a terrible letdown to be honest. Here's how it looks like. What it tastes like? Well, the spaghetti sauce was flat and all you could taste was just flat sweetness. The lobster was just shells and the meat inside doesn't even taste like shrimps! It felt like some hard, disgusting meat thingie. Good thing this pasta isn't listed on the menu so the restaurant cannot con people that they use genuine lobsters because I seriously doubt so. Wouldn't recommend this at all~ The bolognese version wasn't as fantastic neither so honestly, you can forget about the pasta. It's atrocious. But since it came with the deal, might as well have it right?


Another aspect of the deal, which costs S$19.90 from what Vera told me, is that it comes packaged with an hour's worth of kayaking in this small pool by the restaurant. As most of us were tired from the cycling expedition, a lot of us gave it a pass and sat at the table, gossiping away. The adventurous ones who ran on car batteries were Nick and Vera. After having the pasta, they went straight for it and enjoyed themselves in the water for around 20 minutes because firstly, the pool was small and secondly, we had a boat to catch to return home. For me, on the other hand, I enjoyed snapping photos of them from the restaurant because they were having so much fun, it kinda made me happy watching.


Before heading back to the terminal to catch our bumboat back, we took a photo at this iconic structure to the bridge leading into the island. I think anyone who goes to this island will have their picture taken here, yes? Here are all those who went for the trip, including myself, because we took this photo using a tripod. Hee hee~ :P Had to justify me bringing the tripod yes?


We took advantage of the sunset behind us and took a couple of group shots with it. Really gorgeous, yes? Presenting to you the Lims with a Peh~ Thank you, Jess, for inviting us to this wonderful birthday celebration which also helped me burn a lot of calories and allowed me to explore this beautiful island of nature!


The best friends posing with their Instax photos taken from Jessica's Instax camera. I hope that their friendship will continue lasting through the test of time and that they will always be by each other's side even though they are physically away from one another. :)


And finally, the last shot featuring the beautiful sun setting behind that thick layer of clouds but yet, still radiating that beautiful glow taken from the bumboat back to mainland Singapore. Overall, I say that this Ubin experience was really special because we really explored lots of of the island and burnt a lot of calories in the process. All that ice cream cake and pasta didn't make me feel guilty at all after all the exercise. Furthermore, having my siblings and good friends along with me on this trip made this experience so much more special because we spent time watching out for one another and enjoying ourselves together.

Will definitely go there again one day to take photos at my own pace~ :) Once again, thank you Jessica, for inviting us!! :)

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BIG DEAL?

Like seriously, I think there are people who are conservative and there are people who can't bloody mind their own freaking business - and I dare say that majority of the so-called "conservative" Singaporeans aren't conservative at all.

Yes, they fall into the "I can't mind my own bloody business and I love to input my opinion onto everyone and everyone better bloody hell listen to me because I'm the Queen of this country!"

I mean, come on, GET A GRIP SINGAPORE! Just because of this...


Vivian Lai & Kate Pang's on-screen kiss sparks outcry
Source: Yahoo! Singapore
(http://sg.entertainment.yahoo.com/blogs/singapore-showbiz/one-second-kiss-star-awards-sparks-outcry-100038761.html)
Let's wage war against people who kiss on-screen! Yeap. At least that's how I want to take this whole issue out of context, just like how the rest of Singapore are so jealous that they didn't win anything at the Star Awards simply because, well, they are not stars.

Come on now. We're living in a modern society where the blacks have equal rights, where maids get well protected, where human rights seemingly have a place on this planet. I don't see what's wrong with people of the same gender, no less, kissing on screen. Offensive? Yes. I find their opinions offensive to people who want to express their happiness and freedom.

Singapore is seen as a modern country in the eyes of many but somehow, I beg to differ because just because the infrastructure and technology is advanced doesn't mean that the country is modern. What makes a country? THE PEOPLE! And if the people are like cavemen who are narrow-minded and loves to push their senseless opinions onto others, then I say, Singapore fails as a modern society.

What I'm trying to say is "Live and let live". Don't try to define how others should live because of what your religion (which no one is going to object because you have your own rights to it) stated, what your parents told you or what you hear-say hear-say.

Remember those days when you were younger and when these kissing scenes were on telly, or even violent scenes, your parents would cover your eyes? That's because they want to "protect" you. But honestly, the more you restrict someone, the more they want to break free and see what the hell was it they were being protected against. Wouldn't that be counter-effective?

On top of that, the internet is vast, as everyone would agree and access to information is just a mere seconds of "hard work". Censorship is not going to help anything at all if someone is determined to find out what is going on - it only slows down the process. So why bother? You can only protect them for so long until they find their own way and hopefully, form their own opinions of things without external influence.

I believe that everyone should form their own opinions and have a say of things rather than being manipulated by others. You have a mind, a brain. Use it like your own! Don't cower in someone else's beliefs because you're indecisive. If you are indeed indecisive, then let me decide for you - don't be a busybody and probe into other people's business. We're happier without your interference, thank you very much.



You want to know my personal opinion on this? I say it's perfectly fine. If Mediacorp wants to censor this moment of joy from the re-telecast, then let them be. Like I've said, they can only protect the general public for that long.

I say that everyone should be given the right to do whatever they want on the note that they shouldn't infringe the rights of others. So what if they kissed? Did you lose a million dollars? Did you get fatter suddenly? Did your child fall sick? No!! So why not just let them be? They can do whatever they want because it's their right to.

And don't come shitting me with them polluting the minds. Come on~ There are so many things that pollute the mind and LOVE is obviously not one of them. So is pure HAPPINESS and JOY. These are beautiful emotions that should be taught and encouraged - not be ostracized simply because they are "alternative" or "unnatural".

What's natural to begin with? If everyone has green hair, does that make the only one with black hair "unnatural"? Wake up, please.



To end this ranting post on why we should value human rights and let people do what they love to, I shall show you a screen grab of one of ayumi hamasaki's latest songs - how beautiful you are. This song is picked to be the Tokyo Rainbow Pride 2012's theme song.


ayumi hamasaki - how beautiful you are screen grab (gif)
Source: http://lohan.tumblr.com/
Original copyright by Avex Trax Japan
Go on. Burn me at the stake for thinking that whatever they are doing is beautiful. But wait, I'm entitled to my rights to my own opinions and say. Burning me or trying to bring me down won't change anything at all. So good luck with that.

And to all those who believe that human rights should be uphold, and TRUE BEAUTY like this should be embraced and promoted, let's make it known that our voices should not be overpowered by those who believe otherwise. We have our rights! We have our say!

And surely, joy, happiness and love will be free one day...

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A kind of show

A kind of show 

What you did
You will get
Back in another nightmare set

What you reap
You will sow
Retribution and karma
You will know

But you won’t die
Oh no~
For that would end this circus show

Now wait for the wheel
to spin around
We shall now see
who has the last laugh

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Before some ultra-sensitive people think that this piece is meant for them, let me clear the air first - I wrote this piece way back when I was still in BMT and this piece was inspired by some of the higher ups because they thought they were too good for their own good.

In life, there are people who always wants to get the last laugh. Fine. They can have the last laugh but you know what? Karma's a real bitch, just like them (but definitely not as bitchy as me, of course :D) and it will definitely come back and bite them in their puwets. Don't worry - my other name's also karma and I'll ensure it happens.

So we'll wait and watch this "kind of show" - watch you display your assumed "kindess" (pun intended in the title) and see how many more people you can fool. You can fool the world, you can fool yourself but you ain't fooling us. :)

Until then, don't cry to us because we ain't going to care no more. Thank you. :)

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